Insanity

I am crazy. I have a myriad of issues but today my single most topmost issue is this...

After 6 years of dating and 3 weeks to the wedding my fiance has decided that I have too many mental issues to deal with... I am thus jilted. My family has spent thousands of dollars and I am currently driving around with my veil and three dresses for my bridal party in my car. Crazy indeed. So one more leave taking for the unwanted one. who cares. Am I crying? On and off. but mostly right now I'm angry. I'm hurt. and of course this is all my fault. I want this to work. I am willing to sacrifice everything to make this work and yet... here we are.